PART ONE Im a lot different from people in my age group. Most people can't see where their life is going within the next ten days, let alone the next years. I have a game plan that I've been creating and editing for as long as I can remember. I made it my goal to NEVER be like those I've grown around and to never blame my misfortunes on my environment. I've never been the type to point fingers because something in MY life didn't go right. Most of the time I blame myself even for the events that could not have been avoided. The amount of stress I put on myself probably isn't appropriate, but I feel as though I work and accomplish so much more when under stress..which is why I always keep the stress level high. It really annoys me when someone who's suppose to be a support factor isn't there. Always have something to say and someone to say it to, but doesn't know what the hell they're talking about. PART TWO I have 2 options for my life; To pursue my dream and become an amazing magazine journalist or settle for the "Average-Joe" lifestyle.. Getting a 9-5 job, coming home to a great family, then getting up the next morning to do it all over again. It's nothing wrong with that life, but I can't imagine myself living that way. I need the fast pace life the city has to offer, going to red-carpet events so I can cover the story the next day is more my speed. But what am I giving up? Is my potential family more important than my potential success? This is a constant battle I'm being faced with now, and that I'm probably going to be faced with as I get older. When does marriage and children come into play when I'm plane hopping from city to city to fulfill my job title? Guess the answer to all my questions will be answered sooner or later..
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